I really find it infuriating when I don't know the cause of something. Including my recent migraine.
One of the yoga instructors said he's not taken any single MCs yet in the last one year. I wasn't amazed at all for actually I can have that record as well if the hesitation and laziness are not my boundaries, and make every month worth one day off to be my excuse. I was very proud of my result one or two years ago with a full 1000 (something) antibody, which doctor said can last me at least 5 years without any jabs and which also means my resistance to virus is quite high.
The gastric problem that has been with me since long time ago doesn't really disturb me, unless I didn't take proper meals for a long period of time continuously.
Perhaps it started this year that I feel I'm not that healthy like I used to be. After having some long coughing after several months last year, I was down in the first month of the year. Down, very deep. It took me about one week to fully recover. Fever on and off and an almost 24/7 of coughing that caused a great pain in the ribs.
The most frustating thing comes to any sick people I believe is when they have tried all it takes to get better but the sickness just doesn't get away. They don't know what's wrong, the cause, or what else they need to do. It needs one equality to find out one unknown variables, two for two variables, and so on. It's certain. Very. But I have seen some people that have been going through all the pains and suffering, trying to raise expectations on what seems to be doctors' thoughts and promises, but still meet an empty end.
After the coughing passed, it's now migraine. I cannot say I don't have enough sleeps. Or proper foods. Or enough exercise. The migraines comes more often. There's also a series of weird and bad dreams but very similar one to another in one or two times in a week and insomnia before them. Stupidly interesting and sucks! I'm still doing some study about it. Here is the plot, I will have a strategy on what to do for a counter back. I'm gonna win. In the end, they all will forget their names, their homes, their skills. Oh yeah, they will only remember their boss, which is me of course :). Beautiful? This I promise them...
One of the yoga instructors said he's not taken any single MCs yet in the last one year. I wasn't amazed at all for actually I can have that record as well if the hesitation and laziness are not my boundaries, and make every month worth one day off to be my excuse. I was very proud of my result one or two years ago with a full 1000 (something) antibody, which doctor said can last me at least 5 years without any jabs and which also means my resistance to virus is quite high.
The gastric problem that has been with me since long time ago doesn't really disturb me, unless I didn't take proper meals for a long period of time continuously.
Perhaps it started this year that I feel I'm not that healthy like I used to be. After having some long coughing after several months last year, I was down in the first month of the year. Down, very deep. It took me about one week to fully recover. Fever on and off and an almost 24/7 of coughing that caused a great pain in the ribs.
The most frustating thing comes to any sick people I believe is when they have tried all it takes to get better but the sickness just doesn't get away. They don't know what's wrong, the cause, or what else they need to do. It needs one equality to find out one unknown variables, two for two variables, and so on. It's certain. Very. But I have seen some people that have been going through all the pains and suffering, trying to raise expectations on what seems to be doctors' thoughts and promises, but still meet an empty end.
After the coughing passed, it's now migraine. I cannot say I don't have enough sleeps. Or proper foods. Or enough exercise. The migraines comes more often. There's also a series of weird and bad dreams but very similar one to another in one or two times in a week and insomnia before them. Stupidly interesting and sucks! I'm still doing some study about it. Here is the plot, I will have a strategy on what to do for a counter back. I'm gonna win. In the end, they all will forget their names, their homes, their skills. Oh yeah, they will only remember their boss, which is me of course :). Beautiful? This I promise them...
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