Faith

I learnt how people usually use 'faith' when they don't give any reasons for their beliefs. That's why it's called 'faith'. It doesn't rest on logical proofs. If you insist on finding one, it's no longer called 'faith'.

I wish I had one.

I can't believe in the theory of God that doesn't make any sense. I can't believe that light and darkness existed before sun and moon. I don't believe in the compassion of Buddha if there is full of hatred, revenge from the words and teachings nor do I believe in the good of a religion that teaches us to love one another but at the same time does not mind to kill a lot of people and uses 'sacrifice for greater things' as an excuse.

There could be misinterpretation after hundreds thousands of years and somehow has made a great loss in the sense of originality. But with all questions unanswered, 'faith' came out. They say there are a lot of things we don't know because it's beyond our knowledge and we are small creatures who are not supposed to question the greatness of God. It's all because people have 'faith'.

While there is a saying 'when there is much love between two persons, it should work, right?!', can you say there's a lot of love seeing everyday's of their quarrels or fights? Can you say you have faith on a person that he is your mr. right if keeps doing the wrong things? Can you have faith that he is lovely if you see lots of unloving kind of attitude?

People might stand on convenience though, hold back because it's already comfortable, a wide access to society, and/or too ignorant to change.

When people say you have to understand your partner, there are several times you can say what you don't like. But there will be times when you realize it can't be fulfilled. That's where you try to accept him as who he is instead of who you can turn him into. Take it or leave it.

If the definition of 'faith' remains still, I think I'll never have it.